108. HELLO SELFIES TAKEN IN YEAR 2021 (JULY TO DEC 2021)
108. HELLO SELFIES TAKEN IN YEAR 2021
July to Dec 2021
night 11.41pm+
4 July 2021
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not sure what happened to the setting...
28 Sep 2021
Selfies at a deserted SGH 9oct2021
Selfies 10 Oct 2021
13 Oct 2021 Wed
27 Dec 2021
July to Dec 2021
Selfies i like so far... ✌
(higher res)
(lower res)
below:
left & middle gif: with filer
right gif no filter
earlier gif (think one pic is not in these gif)
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2021 July to Dec
about the second half of the year
i'm not someone who typically welcomes change but i can adjust if i really wanted to. this second half of 2021 has proven to be sadly eventful. the largest change in our lives would be the loss of mummy. it's hard to talk about it now but i'm already starting to lose my memory of some traumatic events that occured during the last 3 weeks of her life.
if i were to do a quick timeline...
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HUGE SPRING CLEANING
1Aug & 30 Sep - clean and clear house
- 3rd floor - clear cabinets & boxes
- backyard - waffle machines & lawn mowers
- backyard & back corridor - move cabinets, clear & clean
- back garden - cut all trees and plants
- kitchen - backyard
- kitchen - inside + ceiling leak during heavy rain
- storeroom - 3rd floor & 1st floor
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RUNNING AROUND
3 Sep Fri - Jap - CD4 = 20, VL 554k, virus mutated
3 Sep Fri - Lai Wah dinner - Daddy's birthday
4 Sep Sat - 2pm SGH A&E - suddenly got black floaters, right eye
8 Sep Wed - NDC Gum Appt & SNEC Eye 1st Appt
14 Sep Tues - Brian - Site visit to see broken timber floor, downstairs toilet, backyard
16 Sep Thu - jannah buys uniform
22 Sep Wed - AdvDip Project2 Class #1 - last class in end Apr for GDADM
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MUMMY
20 Sep Mon - Mummy follow up SNEC for eye after shingles
24 Sep Fri - Mummy went for pre-test & liver doc noticed jaundice (liver blockage)
28 Sep Tues - 10am Tini's PCR Test
28 Sep Tues - 3pm Mummy liver scan + ward 57, room 10, bed 3
30 Sep Thu - 10.30am - Sio Di check roof + sms diagnosis cancer, 6mths
30 Sep Thu - 4pm Tini went home
30 Sep Thu - cannot visit mummy due to new covid rule
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1 Oct Fri - 9am Meet Dr Eugene Lim +
2pm ward visit problem, finally can visit mummy (aidan and daddy)
DIL Status - dangerously ill
only 2 to visit ward at a time
2 Oct Sat - morning Stent procedure cannot happen.
but procedure to drain bile ok
3 Oct Sun - heart rate 118 bpm to 160 bpm, need oxygen
x-ray - lungs, possibly blood clot is bigger and spread,
doctors want to know if go with CPR (all the way)
or keep comfortable/let go if in Emergency
choose - comfortable
3 Oct Sun - heart rate > 150bpm -
transferred to High Dependency Ward 58, Rm 22. Bed 4
4 Oct Mon - after 12am CT Scan for lungs - find fluid in lung, not blood clot
next 2 days cannot visit mummy
no longer under DIL
4-5 Oct Mon-Tues - cannot visit
6 Oct Wed - Can visit mummy in High Dep Ward, hands & feet swollen (water retention)
8 Oct Fri - my SNEC doctor consult2.
8 Oct Fri - jamie arrive & quarantine at riverside hotel, abalone instant noodles for dinner
9 Oct Sat - mummy's hand & feet cold and swollen from water retention
10 Oct Sun - heart rate >170bpm, more pain relief to go back to 90-100bpm
other patients also have warning beeps for heartrate
11 Oct Mon - 9-4.30pm kyi kyi 1st Clean -7.5hrs $113
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11 Oct Mon - stent procedure - success
13 Oct Wed - 9am work + treats at polar cafe, tiong bahru plaza
13 Oct Wed - 3pm moved from high Dependency to Palliative Ward 78, Rm 8, Bed 2
13 Oct Wed - went to car around 7.30pm, waited till 11.30pm (ART expired)
mummy wants daddy to stay,
daddy stayed till 11.30pm,
kuay chap dinner at bishan
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14 Oct Thu - I stayed over with mummy, Ward 78, Rm 8, Bed 2,
backache & cold, dinner mushroom soup (coffeebean)
increased pain relief, mummy slept well,
15 Oct Fri - 9am palliative malay lady doctor write memo to add christen, jannah to visit
dr eugene lim's team -write memo for aidan's superiors in army & for jamie to visit
15 Oct Fri - lunch time move to isolation ward 78 Rm 30
15 Oct Fri - 2-8pm gugu/kim kim, aidan, christen, jannah can visit (went home to pick kids)
15 Oct Fri - 9pm jamie visit under Quarantine Order with ok from SGH & MOH
15 Oct Fri - Daddy & I stayed over A1 Isolation Ward, Ward 78, Rm 30,
kids went home by taxi, mummy watched tv
15 Oct Fri - 11+ breathing problems, nurse give more pain relief
16 Oct Sat - 12.15am nurse wakes me up, mummy's breathing (stage)
didn't wake daddy, pm'd jamie till 2pm
can't get BP/heart rate around 5.30am
16 Oct Sat - 7.30am go move car & take shuttle bus back
16 Oct Sat - 8.29am last heartbeat, 1-2pm hosannah collect body from mogue
16 Oct Sat - home to choose clothes for wake (with kim kim), rest early at home
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17 Oct Sun - Wake Day1
18 Oct Mon - Wake Day2
19 Oct Tues - Wake Day3
19 Oct Tues - 3.30pm - Funeral, Cremation
20 Oct Wed - 9am work, 3pm See/Choose Niche, Collect Ashes/Urn (bring home)
22/23 Oct Fri/Sat - dreamt of mummy (wedding & decision support)
25 Oct Mon - ENT Ears (ringing & hearing loss)
27 Oct Wed - 9am Work & 12pm Meet Jonathan Choo
28 Oct Thu - 9am Work
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11 July 2021
10 July 2021
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29 Aug 2021 Sun
Selfies feeling amazing after a long long shower!!
was so sweaty and dirty after a whole morning of clearing papers and boxes on the 3rd floor. aching and tired and sore... but feels loads better after a good shower with fragrant soap!!
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25 Sep 2021 Sat
below: a little sun burnt from working in the backyard under the sun
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22 Sep 2021 Wed
worked this morning, 1st 3hrs after 3-4 months break!
so tired. and love the sunshine through the bedroom windows...
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20 Sep 2021 Mon
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12 Sep 2021
so freaking tired! eyes can't open!
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9 Sep 2021 Thu
selfies in the dark
feeling very tired and stressed / anxious
(day after eye check up at specialist eye hospital)
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7 Sep 2021 Tues
on sat, 4 sep, i went to A&E because i suddenly saw huge ass floaters & tiny black dots in my right eye. i'll go for eye check up and test on 8 sep 2021 wed. so today, i did some selfies...
good news.
due to gum inflammation. pfizer 2nd dose vax side effects and adjusting to less carb diet, my weight is less now (about 55kg rather than 58-59kg).
cropped pics below:
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29 Aug 2021 Sun
Selfies feeling amazing after a long long shower!!
was so sweaty and dirty after a whole morning of clearing papers and boxes on the 3rd floor. aching and tired and sore... but feels loads better after a good shower with fragrant soap!!
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1 Sep 2021
so tired...
11.54pm+
same day morning 9am+
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14 July 2021
Selfie with Curly Hair
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19 Aug 2021
Selfies past midnight, sleepy at 12.30am
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24-28 Aug 2021
BAD Gum inflammation/swelling
& side effects after covid19 vaccine 2nd dose (25aug)
24 aug 2021
GUM / Dental PAIN & INFLAMMATION
25 aug 2021
taking 2nd dose pfizer vaccine
25 aug 2021
26 aug 2021
swollen jaw, gums, bones... so painful!!
27 Aug 2021
still swollen and painful gums & jaw
28 aug 2021
feeling irritated with hair not washed for days
28 Aug 2021
below: happy after washing my hair!!
jannah says this is her working serious look!
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30 Aug 2021
still recovering from BAD gum inflammation & pain!
side effects from 2nd dose vaccination seems to be over...
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21 Aug 2021
More sleepy selfies
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17 Aug 2021
9.30am spent some time outside. was raining and felt nice!
went to jamie's flat to meet HDB officer about ceiling leaks
17 aug 2021
6.30pm at the garden patio, next to hawkeye Lol
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16 Aug 2021
it's a HOT night for hot soup.
so my hair is drenched in sweat. really. really. really.
i have to sit in fornt of a big fan to dry my hair before washing it...
below: drying the sweaty wet yucky hair in front of a fan
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13 Aug 2021
Selfies on a very tiring day when i actually do stuff that's why i'm tired LOL
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9 Aug 2021
Selfies - Framing the Face
low res pics taken by photo booth
below: slightly higher res pics
below: low res pics
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7 Aug 2021 Night
had a nice chicken dinner tonight!
chicken stuffed with glutinous rice
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7 Aug 2021 Morning
Selfies with bedhair and swollen face
Jannah looks like an angel!!!
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4 Aug 2021
Selfies taken after 1st dose Pfizer Vaccine
yes, i washed my hair before leaving for the vaccination
Lol left the house with wet hair!
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31 July 2021
selfies to see what my face looks like at 52 years old
😰😱😲😳😵😮
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15 July 2021
below selfies when taking a quick break from sketching self portraits
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15 July 2021
SELFIE SKETCHES
below: draft sketches - self portraits
GIF 1 (left)
below gif - after minor edit to portraits
done 17 july 2021
GIF 2 (right)
21 July 2021
below gif - with more sketches,
total 6 self portrait sketches
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27 July 2021
selfies in the morning when i'm not so bloated!
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21 July 2021 Selfies
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13 July 2021
some swollen faced selfies
with curly frizzy hair Lol
- outside at our garden
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7 July 2021
some of these mug shots look better than earlier mug shots LOL (see below)
pics taken after 9pm
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7 July 2021
these look like mug shots!!
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5 July 2021
hot monday afternoon
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Happy 4th!
crap, like i celebrate :p
in one of my selfies, my auto flash went off. ewww....
and my eyes are swollen!
few days ago, my eyes turned freaking red and it hurt a little, as if i got punched and the eyeball got stuck or something. scary and gross!! since then, my eyes seem a little tired and swollen :(
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2 July 2021
Selfies after sore red eyes (day after)
better with more exposure/light or iphoneSE's default?
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1 july 2021
omg grossssss... sore red eyes!! (Left eye)
last BAD red eyes was on 9 Jan 2020
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10 Aug 2021
ok. i'm heavy now.
and i blame my meds!!
but then again, last meds made me
slim everywhere except for my tummy :/
i'll add those pics when and if i find them Lol
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love you mummy - 17 jun 1944 - 16 Oct 2021
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this is a horrible day, when it was confirmed that mummy has cancer, advanced stage.
so the following selfies are just... feeling... shit.
Selfies taken 7 Oct 2021
Mummy in High Dependency
Ward 58 Room 10, Bed 4
waiting in the car at sgh carpark H
from 7-10.30pm
my ART test results had expired so i can't stay in the ward
also very tired since i work at 9am on wed (woke up 4-5am)
moved from HD ward to
SGH Ward 58 Room 8 Bed 2
15 Oct 2021 Fri -
jamie visited mummy (Quarantine Order)
aidan, christen, Jannah, gugu visited
daddy and i stayed over
16 Oct 2021 Sat 8.29am - last heartbeat, peaceful
17 Oct 2021 Sun - Wake day 1
19 Oct 2021 Tues - Wake Day 3 & Funeral at 3.45pm
19 Oct 2021 Selfie heartbroken
21 Oct 2021 Thu
EXHAUSTED!
need a good rest after the wake, funeral,
work for 3hrs and ash collection/niche selection
22 Nov 2021
13 Dec 2021 Wed
i've been so exhausted!
here are some selfies i took last week (8dec and 9dec),
before and after doing volunteer work.
15 Dec 2021 Wed
more pics on the day i did volunteer stuff...
below drawings supposed to be self portraits ha!
left - observing the group, drawn 15dec2021
right - happy to volunteer 1sep2021
16 dec 2021
kovan for lunch
20 dec 2021
late night doing prep before class!
21 dec 2021
more selfies! off to work!
21 dec 2021 in class -
tired and feeling old!
classes with a view...
Selfies feeling TIRED / Exhausted!
4 Dec 2021
shopping with jannah
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