1. Rant with Pete
23 Feb 2019
Rant with Pete
Petey was kind enough to allow me to spam his pm in kaw Lol
i'd say my spam became my "SPEAKABILITY" Lol
(World Economic Forum - "Speakability" - this is why Dutch people are so direct -
ref: https://www.facebook.com/watch/?v=1403577373110565)
link: https://youtu.be/aOFAC3pCM9w
a quote from this website:
Dutch People Are Dicks. Here’s Why Americans Should Try It.
By Ruby Anderson, Published on 8/18/2018 at 12:49 PM
https://www.thrillist.com/travel/nation/dutch-culture-brutally-honest-people
“When you actually speak your mind and be okay with your thoughts and feelings, then often you will be met with understanding.”
that's what petey said ...
"don't make me feel like i don't understand what you feel. i can't if i don't know."
SPEAKABILITY
he hardly replied. he just let me go on and on and on about anything and everything.
i think i spammed Petey almost everyday for more than 6 years! (since maybe 2012...)
and that was after 1-2 years of spamming JW and chatting daily with Slashy hahaha!!
(and with some others as well, like V (Vearon), nik the Great, Silvertip, etc)
what they had done really helped me figure things out.
and for my life that had changed afterwards, good and bad, i am forever grateful to pete & other online friends - people whom i will never get to meet in RL (RL = real life) but have supported me in my most trying times.
rant with Petey may 2020
when Vic passed away, 24 April 2020 :(
rant with Petey may 2019
when mama and joey's margaret passed away :(
rant with pete 2015
here in this blog are just a small portion of the spam that i had dumped in Pete's pm Lol
i didn't even blog all those things i spammed jw with LOL
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been listening to how romanticism had ruined "love" as we know it.
this kind of romantic love - the type we have been reading in storybooks and watching in countless movies - has destroyed relationships... it seems.
to write about it, for reading or screemwriting, with it (ie "romantic love") will increase unreaslitc expectations which never should exist in the first place.
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14 june 2020
when it comes to petey, this is what i've learnt so far.
1- he gives me lessons LOL
yep, he says he does. and it's so cool that i think i will need to learn all the things he's showing me.
2- i know you, you know me -
we started off with this.
i didn't understand this concept years ago. but i think i'm beginning to understand it now. Lol yes, it took me 8 years!
getting to know someone or allowing anyone to know us is how we understand each other and tolerate everything about them, in other words, this is a form of loving anyone and allowing others to love us. one of the first words used is not love. he's never used the word. he uses the word "ENJOY" -
"Let's enjoy each other and with all that entails. i'd rather enjoy you."
as we open ourselves and share, rather than being private. being able to share ourselves is the start of a 2-way relationship.
spam or no spam.
hmmm. interesting.
3. share what you want to share but don't make me feel like i don't understand. i can't if i don't know.
Speakability.
Straightforwardness is so intrinsic in Dutch society that there’s even a Dutch word for it: 'bespreekbaarheid' (speakability) – that everything can and should be talked about.
- source bbc travel, http://www.bbc.com/travel/story/20180131-where-dutch-directness-comes-from
4. you'll figure it out on your own. you answer your own questions.
he doesn't say it in this way but i hear him say this (below) in bits and pieces =
"i'm listening and i'm creating a private and safe space for you to figure things out on your own because i know you can do it without me. it just takes some time to sort things out."
5. Never stop and never be afraid to share how you feel. i know it's hard for you.
i don't know why he says this. i do spam him like almost everyday for the last 8 years. but sometimes my mind clears up and i kinda get it... for a moment.
in general, i always know if i was on the right track when i spam about anything.
this sounds weird. but we are both very private people. and yet, we are able to say certain things we wouldn't say to others. because we allow it.
say what you mean and mean what you say.
spam away.
6. don't be afraid to make mistakes. it makes us human.
acknowledge mistake. apologise. get over it. learn. move on, move forward.
of course, he says it better Lol
7. - he says we love anyway, way beyond a relationship -
it doesn't matter if the person we love is with us in the same time & physical space.
we love. that's it.
for example,
if someone has passed on, we still love them even if they're not around.
if the relationship has broken up, we can still continue to love them even though we don't have the obligations to, even if the other has stopped loving us
love can be eternal if you choose it.state of mind. nothing more. you can still love someone even if the relationship is over. it all doesn't matter. you have to feel it, no one else and you have to be happy about it. if by any chance/luck/coincidence someone else feels the same way, you gave the experience the ultimate.
8. just tell me what you want and be specific so i can respond or reply accordingly
i don't want to guess what you want.
9. difficult. it is as it is.
i don't like it when it's dangling in front of me and i can't touch it.
10. you owe me nothing, just as i owe you nothing.
ok this is a weird one. but think about it.
i know where i stand with him and there is no second guessing on expectations and how we can manage and work on growing the relationship. i say relationship as if we're together. but in concept, we're being together in an online media - this is a way of defining our own relationship. there's clarity.
expectations are realistic, workable, practical,
yet special at the same time because it's do-able.
11. i just want you to understand
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see, in the many years, the messages are similar. he's been really consistent.
the more i think about it, the more i'm beginning to see how i was also like him all along ... except that i didn't know how to express it.
all this while, i've been practical, direct, private, independent. just like pete. i just didn't know how to live like petey, but i'm learning. and i'm not very much like everybody else.
me thinks it's funny how he shows me what i already know about myself - it's just that he has to show it to me because i am not totally aware of myself Lol
i'd say petey is wise, but he insists not. because he's learnt all these the hard way. through a mistake and consequences he cannot change. he must have hurt and still hurt. it's all part of life he says. part of being human.
ok, i'll scroll up and read up on what he says. he makes so much sense, even when he's like 10 years younger.
me knows - he has a clarity that i lack and trying to grasp.
thank you so much petey. love ya. xoxo
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Rant with Pete
"One of the greatest discoveries a man makes,
one of his great surprises, is to find he can do
what he was afraid he couldn’t do."
-Henry Ford
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| petey's green eyes |
Petey was kind enough to allow me to spam his pm in kaw Lol
i'd say my spam became my "SPEAKABILITY" Lol
(World Economic Forum - "Speakability" - this is why Dutch people are so direct -
ref: https://www.facebook.com/watch/?v=1403577373110565)
link: https://youtu.be/aOFAC3pCM9w
a quote from this website:
Dutch People Are Dicks. Here’s Why Americans Should Try It.
By Ruby Anderson, Published on 8/18/2018 at 12:49 PM
https://www.thrillist.com/travel/nation/dutch-culture-brutally-honest-people
“When you actually speak your mind and be okay with your thoughts and feelings, then often you will be met with understanding.”
that's what petey said ...
"don't make me feel like i don't understand what you feel. i can't if i don't know."
SPEAKABILITY
he hardly replied. he just let me go on and on and on about anything and everything.
i think i spammed Petey almost everyday for more than 6 years! (since maybe 2012...)
and that was after 1-2 years of spamming JW and chatting daily with Slashy hahaha!!
(and with some others as well, like V (Vearon), nik the Great, Silvertip, etc)
what they had done really helped me figure things out.
and for my life that had changed afterwards, good and bad, i am forever grateful to pete & other online friends - people whom i will never get to meet in RL (RL = real life) but have supported me in my most trying times.
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| my sketch of petey 25 May 2020 |
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when Vic passed away, 24 April 2020 :(
rant with Petey may 2019
when mama and joey's margaret passed away :(
rant with pete 2015
here in this blog are just a small portion of the spam that i had dumped in Pete's pm Lol
i didn't even blog all those things i spammed jw with LOL
following up on pstd / trauma... (because i mentioned it in may 2020 after not thinking about it for many years)
27may2020
i thot i was over the trauma thing. but it’s haunting me again😡 this time i’m not gonna bury it. let the freaking thing pass like a storm. i was wondering why i couldn't sleep lately & have this stupid urge to spam. dun worry i’ll get thru this. first i hv to stop feeling sick and sorry about spamming you😂😂 hate this phase🙄
10 nov 2018
my ally now
got hired away few hrs ago😡
so ex. there goes my new land or upgrade😖
next land 138T :((((
Lol i'm only a little bigger than pete. yup, silph
17 may 2015
i'm now resigned to accept that i'm not perfect. that i have strengths and weaknesses. that i can make decisions to steer where i want to go. and to celebrate that i am who i am. took me a while but i am rethinking about who i am and what i want.
19 march 2015, thu (skype)
what are you like? will you hold me when i'm sad? shield me from pain? take care of me when i break? nurse me when i can't breathe? love me when i'm empty? fix me when i crack?
1.35pm, 23 feb 2015, mon
omg i am so sticky sweaty and smelly right now😡still wanna see me naked?? ha hell no!! 😂😂😂 no idea what came over me. earlier a huge bee flew towards me so i jumped over the sofa but i misjudged my step on the sofa and crashed to the floor😱 the pain from my knees and a toe seemed to jolt me back alive! lol believe it or not. i actually and suddenly felt like myself again lol so i dug my cabinet and pulled out my boxes... saw all the unopened mail packed and piled up... waiting to be opened...
... ended up rearranging my stuff 😳 and now i sit here, with that stupid painful toe, staring at all these unopened mail, sweating and staring. Lol that is weird aint it? i can't move.
3.15pm
did i tell ya, i was snacking on some crackers while watching ip man with my dad and bro yesterday... didnt realize how sloppy i was until i felt an itch in my bra?? 😱😂😂😂 seems i collected quite a bit of cracker crumbs! lol felt it itch when i dozed off 😱😂😂
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8.40am, 13 feb 2015, fri
LOL aunty here is 81. speaks perfect teochew and talks about how the kind lady at our favourite noodle stall personally brings her a bowl of noodles to her regular seat. says she fell and injured her arm and cant carry the noodles herself... earlier, an uncle was seated at her spot and she told him that... so he moved to the next seat on the same table just to let her move 1 seat to sit on her spot hahaha!! omg it's adorable funny how these aunties and uncles are. and that everyday i hear stories about how kind people are... those small acts of kindness... makes me feel like,maybe the world isn't that bad after all 😊😃
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5.02pm, 9 feb 2015
and unspeakable vent
8.50pm, 9 feb 2015
not sure if i'm ready to face anything head on this year😱 just out of my "burn out"😳 met my childhood buddy last week. he rolled his eyes and reminded me i've sat on my arse doing nothing for myself since 2008. has it been that long? he glared at me😱 uggh so i get it, i need to stand up for myself. my ex called yesterday (0802, day/month we met, i realized that only today😡) he asked to meet, won't say more. dammit! that gave me nightmares😡 and i needed more medical tests for that mystery bleeding thing today at the doc's. omg. hey i'm seriously not overthinking. i'm emo and terrified this year's events will easily kick me back into being useless again😱 another "burn out"? what if... sigh. 🙈🙉🙊💩😱 oh boy. and all this crap was unspeakable earlier😂
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11.34pm 28 jan 2015
it's CR/apoc. he unloaded. doubt he'll repeat. prolly bc i rehired my 7b ally. nbn on osw alert. i might get sucked in if we go into osw. ah crap. took me years to build my bfa. it's hard to let it go. but that's not much of a worry... compared to... my ex's gf is staying at my mom in law's. she just had a baby and needs help. jannah calls her step mom and my sister in law is upset. i'm too broke to get a divorce. and my kids will be seeing the baby soon. going to be hard to move on :/ and this new baby thing is distracting! i had plans this year...i was gonna open all my mail haha and i was gonna clean up my mess. not gonna get dragged into another breakdown or whatever that thing was😱
8.48am, 30 jan 2015, fri
the thing about starting over. is. i can do it anytime. like right now. only if i want to. and it shouldn't be scary. it should be exciting😃 even if it's something u want/need to start over and over again. hey hey!! kinda like resets!! LOL i miss resetting. rebuilding. wow. yeah. makes me happy and excited. strange but true. 😊
(You answer your own questions. It just takes some time and thinking. You'll be fine)
3.44pm, 1 feb 2015
ikr it takes time for me to absorb things. i dun think i really answer my own questions. i recognize how any help from u and others goes a long way. lol struggling to express my thoughts here but i think u know what i mean.
i thought i had some control over trying to focus. yet yesterday i was back to being distracted again. instead of going to the doc, i did everything else. totally frustrating. but yup. i can start over again i guess lol sigh
7.22pm 1/2/2015
😳 uh looks like it's easy for me to say all of that. it isn't. i feel stupid. i feel useless, terrified that i feel totally vulnerable😱 js. and u're right. i'll be fine. i'm glad you're here. ty❤😘
10.16am 2/2/2015
fumbling on focusing on things that i must do😱
12.52pm 2/2/2015
i'm doing stuff one thing at a time 😁 it's working well😉
6.17pm 4/2/2015
how do u not overthink? 😂
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4 jan 2020
9.30am-10.30am
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one of the things i learnt from pete is this...
how we relate to each other - it's about growing together and helping each other become a better version of ourselves.
june 2020
Youre stronger than you realise and have faith it will work out. Years ago you were down and didnt know what to do. Lil secret hun, you're still here
It means that if you make a mistake or feel bad, the world will still keep turning and faults will be forgotten
so i’ve been thinking
...
i’ll interpret this as ...
we‘re still here years later but what’s different from then, 8 years ago, is that we’ve grown & have become a better version of ourselves. hopefully i‘ve helped you ... tho i’ve seen you working hard on your own to be where u are today. truth is i wouldnt be where i am today if not for you. and yes, see, i’m proud of you & very thankful for you being you
cheers to many better tomorrows 
Thats sweet but never forget youve done it yourself
13 jun 2020
LOVE & ROMANCE
we want it to exist. but does it really exist?
so we've learnt from movies, books, cultural ideology that "Love & Romance" is about finding and being with the "soul mate" or "the one"... but its "romantic love" rules, setting and concept realistically destroys our relationships.
Video below: https://youtu.be/sPOuIyEJnbE
The ideology of Romanticism has been fatal to our chances of long-term happiness in modern relationships. Here, School of Life founder Alain de Botton delivers a lecture at the Sydney Opera House charting a wiser course for love.
Some interesting things from this lecture and perspective:
1. some quotes from the video:
romanticism suggests that love is an acceptance of a person as a whole being. so it's likely that in a relationship, one would say "if you love me, why do you criticise me? - so love and criticism cannot exist together, because if they do, it means love has failed. (video @33:30)
ancient greeks on love... they think that love is reserved for the admiration of another human being - for their virtues, their qualities, their accomplishments in their character and their achievements. for the ancient greeks, they think that love should be a process of mutual education in which two people, under the auspices of love, undertake to educate one another to become better versions of themselves. and they do this not to be cruel, not as a way to bring each other down, but because they have the best sincerest interest of the other in their heart and therefore, love is a process where a teacher and a pupil are constantly rotating roles - everyone is a teacher and everyone is a pupil at certain points and has a lot of things to take on board. it is not a sign that love is being abandoned, it is the proof that love is in action.
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4 jan 2020
9.30am-10.30am
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one of the things i learnt from pete is this...
how we relate to each other - it's about growing together and helping each other become a better version of ourselves.
june 2020
Youre stronger than you realise and have faith it will work out. Years ago you were down and didnt know what to do. Lil secret hun, you're still here
It means that if you make a mistake or feel bad, the world will still keep turning and faults will be forgottenso i’ve been thinking
... i’ll interpret this as ...
we‘re still here years later but what’s different from then, 8 years ago, is that we’ve grown & have become a better version of ourselves. hopefully i‘ve helped you ... tho i’ve seen you working hard on your own to be where u are today. truth is i wouldnt be where i am today if not for you. and yes, see, i’m proud of you & very thankful for you being you
cheers to many better tomorrows Thats sweet but never forget youve done it yourself
13 jun 2020
LOVE & ROMANCE
we want it to exist. but does it really exist?
so we've learnt from movies, books, cultural ideology that "Love & Romance" is about finding and being with the "soul mate" or "the one"... but its "romantic love" rules, setting and concept realistically destroys our relationships.
Video below: https://youtu.be/sPOuIyEJnbE
The ideology of Romanticism has been fatal to our chances of long-term happiness in modern relationships. Here, School of Life founder Alain de Botton delivers a lecture at the Sydney Opera House charting a wiser course for love.
Some interesting things from this lecture and perspective:
1. some quotes from the video:
romanticism suggests that love is an acceptance of a person as a whole being. so it's likely that in a relationship, one would say "if you love me, why do you criticise me? - so love and criticism cannot exist together, because if they do, it means love has failed. (video @33:30)
ancient greeks on love... they think that love is reserved for the admiration of another human being - for their virtues, their qualities, their accomplishments in their character and their achievements. for the ancient greeks, they think that love should be a process of mutual education in which two people, under the auspices of love, undertake to educate one another to become better versions of themselves. and they do this not to be cruel, not as a way to bring each other down, but because they have the best sincerest interest of the other in their heart and therefore, love is a process where a teacher and a pupil are constantly rotating roles - everyone is a teacher and everyone is a pupil at certain points and has a lot of things to take on board. it is not a sign that love is being abandoned, it is the proof that love is in action.
The Romantic novel is deeply unhelpful. We have learned to judge ourselves by the hopes and expectations fostered by a misleading medium. By its standards, our own relationships are almost all damaged and unsatisfactory. No wonder separation or divorce so often appear to be inevitable.
They shouldn’t be, we merely need to change our reading matter: to tell ourselves more accurate stories about the progress of relationships, stories that normalise troubles and show us an intelligent, helpful path through them.
Alain de Botton is the bestselling author of The School of Life, The Course of Love and many others.
3. Source: https://www.abc.net.au/religion/how-romanticism-ruined-love/10096750
Alain de Botton is the founder and Chairman of The School of Life. He is the best-selling author of The News: A User's Manual and, most recently, The Course of Love.
To fall in love with someone feels like such a personal and spontaneous process, it can sound strange - and even rather insulting - to suggest that something else (we might call it society or culture) may be playing a covert, critical role in governing our relationships in their most intimate moments.
4. Source: https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/14280312-essays-in-love
“Every fall into love involves the triumph of hope over self-knowledge. We fall in love hoping we won't find in another what we know is in ourselves, all the cowardice, weakness, laziness, dishonesty, compromise, and stupidity. We throw a cordon of love around the chosen one and decide that everything within it will somehow be free of our faults. We locate inside another a perfection that eludes us within ourselves, and through our union with the beloved hope to maintain (against the evidence of all self-knowledge) a precarious faith in our species.”
― Alain de Botton, On Love
Alain de Botton is the founder and Chairman of The School of Life. He is the best-selling author of The News: A User's Manual and, most recently, The Course of Love.
To fall in love with someone feels like such a personal and spontaneous process, it can sound strange - and even rather insulting - to suggest that something else (we might call it society or culture) may be playing a covert, critical role in governing our relationships in their most intimate moments.
4. Source: https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/14280312-essays-in-love
“Every fall into love involves the triumph of hope over self-knowledge. We fall in love hoping we won't find in another what we know is in ourselves, all the cowardice, weakness, laziness, dishonesty, compromise, and stupidity. We throw a cordon of love around the chosen one and decide that everything within it will somehow be free of our faults. We locate inside another a perfection that eludes us within ourselves, and through our union with the beloved hope to maintain (against the evidence of all self-knowledge) a precarious faith in our species.”
― Alain de Botton, On Love
been listening to how romanticism had ruined "love" as we know it.
this kind of romantic love - the type we have been reading in storybooks and watching in countless movies - has destroyed relationships... it seems.
to write about it, for reading or screemwriting, with it (ie "romantic love") will increase unreaslitc expectations which never should exist in the first place.
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14 june 2020
when it comes to petey, this is what i've learnt so far.
1- he gives me lessons LOL
yep, he says he does. and it's so cool that i think i will need to learn all the things he's showing me.
2- i know you, you know me -
we started off with this.
i didn't understand this concept years ago. but i think i'm beginning to understand it now. Lol yes, it took me 8 years!
getting to know someone or allowing anyone to know us is how we understand each other and tolerate everything about them, in other words, this is a form of loving anyone and allowing others to love us. one of the first words used is not love. he's never used the word. he uses the word "ENJOY" -
"Let's enjoy each other and with all that entails. i'd rather enjoy you."
as we open ourselves and share, rather than being private. being able to share ourselves is the start of a 2-way relationship.
spam or no spam.
hmmm. interesting.
3. share what you want to share but don't make me feel like i don't understand. i can't if i don't know.
Speakability.
Straightforwardness is so intrinsic in Dutch society that there’s even a Dutch word for it: 'bespreekbaarheid' (speakability) – that everything can and should be talked about.
- source bbc travel, http://www.bbc.com/travel/story/20180131-where-dutch-directness-comes-from
4. you'll figure it out on your own. you answer your own questions.
he doesn't say it in this way but i hear him say this (below) in bits and pieces =
"i'm listening and i'm creating a private and safe space for you to figure things out on your own because i know you can do it without me. it just takes some time to sort things out."
5. Never stop and never be afraid to share how you feel. i know it's hard for you.
i don't know why he says this. i do spam him like almost everyday for the last 8 years. but sometimes my mind clears up and i kinda get it... for a moment.
in general, i always know if i was on the right track when i spam about anything.
this sounds weird. but we are both very private people. and yet, we are able to say certain things we wouldn't say to others. because we allow it.
say what you mean and mean what you say.
spam away.
6. don't be afraid to make mistakes. it makes us human.
acknowledge mistake. apologise. get over it. learn. move on, move forward.
of course, he says it better Lol
7. - he says we love anyway, way beyond a relationship -
it doesn't matter if the person we love is with us in the same time & physical space.
we love. that's it.
for example,
if someone has passed on, we still love them even if they're not around.
if the relationship has broken up, we can still continue to love them even though we don't have the obligations to, even if the other has stopped loving us
love can be eternal if you choose it.state of mind. nothing more. you can still love someone even if the relationship is over. it all doesn't matter. you have to feel it, no one else and you have to be happy about it. if by any chance/luck/coincidence someone else feels the same way, you gave the experience the ultimate.
8. just tell me what you want and be specific so i can respond or reply accordingly
i don't want to guess what you want.
9. difficult. it is as it is.
i don't like it when it's dangling in front of me and i can't touch it.
10. you owe me nothing, just as i owe you nothing.
ok this is a weird one. but think about it.
i know where i stand with him and there is no second guessing on expectations and how we can manage and work on growing the relationship. i say relationship as if we're together. but in concept, we're being together in an online media - this is a way of defining our own relationship. there's clarity.
expectations are realistic, workable, practical,
yet special at the same time because it's do-able.
11. i just want you to understand
i don't want you to feel bad - in the past or even now. i just want you to understand.
(to understand how my reactions made him feel)
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see, in the many years, the messages are similar. he's been really consistent.
the more i think about it, the more i'm beginning to see how i was also like him all along ... except that i didn't know how to express it.
all this while, i've been practical, direct, private, independent. just like pete. i just didn't know how to live like petey, but i'm learning. and i'm not very much like everybody else.
me thinks it's funny how he shows me what i already know about myself - it's just that he has to show it to me because i am not totally aware of myself Lol
i'd say petey is wise, but he insists not. because he's learnt all these the hard way. through a mistake and consequences he cannot change. he must have hurt and still hurt. it's all part of life he says. part of being human.
ok, i'll scroll up and read up on what he says. he makes so much sense, even when he's like 10 years younger.
me knows - he has a clarity that i lack and trying to grasp.
thank you so much petey. love ya. xoxo
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25 Nov 2020
it's been months since i spoke to petey. (from july)
i don't think we'll talk again - he chose to stop the chats.
he's right, i got too dependent on him to pull myself out of shit.
it was hard to deal with losing a friend. very hard.
so painful, such grief.
over now tho.
it's about 5am now, i'm at mbs and i woke up when i dreamt that i met petey in my dream.
in my dream, there was chaos and i was in control. petey appeared, as if he had come to sg and we met while trying to "save the world" LOL. he was short hahaha. he saw me, hugged me and said, "we finally meet". it was nice. i woke up and then i realise that it's his bday month so i wished him in rl - without needing him to reply. well, that's ok.
i think i'm going to be fine :)
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25 June 2021
i've always known he's kind and caring.
he seems to think a lot less of that.
and suddenly, he sent me a surprise text after he quit kaw ... again.
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pete's pm (or dm) 25 june 2021 |
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thought i'd type this down since i can't access the text anymore.
a story i spun off my head just to entertain both of us LOL
13 August 2014
KICK BALLS PETE
7.26am | 13/8/2014
jj333
lemme guess... u're eldest among your siblings?
and you had a scorpion for a pet? Lol
and strawberry milk was your favourite drink when you were a kid?
your favourite colour is blue. duh.
u won't be caught telling people u like purple in secret
so that purple leggings is kinda like your most favourite thing in your wardrobe?
but since they don't match your green eyes, u have a while lot of blue t shirts to impress me? i love them btw lol u look good in those. altho i think purple works just as well 😍 awwwww
uhmm think maybe u were also the best hopscotch boy around... nobody could beat "hopperty pete" at the playground
so they made u kick balls at the field because they were tired of losing to "hopperty pete". but "kick balls pete" started to score goals, so everyone wanted a piece of kbp ("kick balls pete") on their team
and soon, kbp caught the attention of the school's princesses... mary, sue and jane. they would be sneaking about trying to catch all those famous kick ball moves u made on the field.
have i got my 1001 words yet? once i hit 1001 words, i prolly can expect a minimum 1 emoji or 1 word response from my lovely petey peeeeeeeete 😊
8.01am | 13/8/2014
jj333
no? awwww. so where dud u stop? ah yes, kbp kicks plenty of balls on the field. might have no noticed how princesses mary, sue and jane were always hanging about waiting to talk to him. but they didn't know he only replies with a minimum of 1 word for every 1001 words in a convo (conversation)... unless of course, u speak kbp's secret language. oh yes! that secret language is called... "laughing like an idiot".
somehow, someday, somebody told mary, sue and jane all about kbp's secret language. so now, mary, sue and jane had to learn how to say hello by "laughing like an idiot"...
so every time the girls bumped into him at school or at the field, they tried to get mr kbp to say "hello" to them. but he didn't seem to understand their girly versions of "laughing like an idiot" language. he would just twindle his thumbs and stand there waiting for the girls to stop laughing.
now now. kick balls pete is becoming kinda difficult. none of the girls could get a proper petey hello or an idiot laugh out of him.
8.25am | 13/8/2014
jj333
here is the part where i stop talking so that my lovely petey peeeeete💗 can figure out a kiss ass response. and then translate them into english words...
or maybe my lovely petey peeeeeete💗 is sooooo tired from having too much on his mind that he's simply fallen asleep... awwwww. sweet. such a lovely picture of you to make my day happy today. 😊 good night pete😘 😘 rest well. ✨🌹✨
2.52pm | 13/8/2014
-scorpete-
Spammer😘
3.33pm | 13/8/2014
jj333
so that's my 1 word kiss-ass response😀😁
is that a ... "ok u can spam so i won't need to squirm" response...
OR "help me out here, i'm drowning in spam" ???
this week's class is about "drama" lol 2.5hrs to go and i'm giddy already.
and yep, i know, you're fine 😊
ok break over, ttyl 😘 😘 😘 😘
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14 Aug 2021
Learning to Let Go is
Not the Same as Leaving
go figure Lol
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